Taken out of context, I wonder if this prayer from my 5-year-old could be received as a boy begging God to send his mom somewhere else, but I know this is just Ryan's way of praying that I stay around on earth for a long time. He has told me over and over that he doesn't want me to go to heaven and that I need to not be sick. I'm trying, buddy. I'm trying.
This morning, my 3-year-old came up to me to exclaim that "your boo-boos" are gone!!! (My port site has cleared up.) "You're not sick anymore!," he gathered, and was not happy about being wrong. "But, you can't die. You are my heart. I love you! You can't die!!!"
The oldest gets things a little better. "Please bless that Mom can beat this cancer and get better soon."
These boys are my heart and a huge reason to fight!
This is the sweetest post. I love observing you with your boys. I often think about something I read in an NDE book a few years back. After having a near death experience, the author noted that in the spirit world he learned when loved ones are called from mortality at a seemingly premature time it is because that person has a mission to serve and bless their loved ones in significant ways that they would not be able to if still in mortality. You are the perfect momma for those boys no matter which sphere you dwell in. They are so blessed to have you.
ReplyDeleteThis post brought me tears Mel! I love reading your blog and seeing your progress! I'm so glad to see your first round of chemo went better than expected. Your pictures and posts-love....you inspire me in so many ways Mel. You are fighting for those sweet boys of your so YOU can raise them as their mom and that's what you are going to do! Stay strong! Love ya!
ReplyDeleteOh my goodness, crying my eyes out over here. Your boys are so sweet....and smart. I keep thinking how perfect you and your family are and how what y'all are going through is so unfair. I'm constantly impressed by your positivity and strength. Love you, Mel!
ReplyDeleteSorry, I didn't know I'd come up as "Unknown". This is Charlie. :)
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