Every month, our church has a "Fast Sunday." It is usually held on the first Sunday of the month, and church members fast--go without food and drink for two meals--and donate the equivalent
cost, or more, to the Church to assist the poor and needy.
Fasting without prayer is just going hungry, so this specific fasting comes prayer, often for a specific purpose, question, or concern. Fasting with faith in receiving an answer from Heavenly Father helps us be more humble and receive His guidance.
Often, when there is a specific need/question in a family, that entire family will fast and pray together in the same purpose. I've also experienced prayer requests from groups of friends and even entire church families gathering together to pray for one person or family. There is power in faithful prayer--and in the faith of many. I've seen it.
Tomorrow is Fast Sunday in our church. If any of you are so inclined--and of proper health to do so--I would encourage you to join my family in a specific fast and prayer for this cancer. If you are simply inclined to pray or have a prayer in your heart, I ask that you focus that power of prayer in our direction and join your thoughts and voices with many others in sending up prayers to our Father in Heaven tomorrow.
There have been thoughts and prayers from loved ones asking why I have to go through this, if this could be removed from me and taken on by someone else, or that the test results would come back negative or even that a mistake was made and this wasn't cancer after all. Just because those prayers haven't been answered in the exact way they have been requested doesn't mean that God isn't answering prayers--maybe just in different ways or by holding me in His arms and giving me strength and comfort.
This cancer is something my family and I are going to have to endure. As one of Kyle's favorite songs says, "We can't go over it...can't go under it....can't go around it. We gotta go through it." We just need the strength to overcome this trial.
I believe there is great strength from exercising faith and putting that faith in prayer. I ask you to join us in prayer requests for me, for Stephen, for our boys, and for my extended family--for strength to endure, for good health, for energy to go about as many of our normal daily routines as possible, for special blessings the Lord may see fit for us. We should also pray for the doctors and other medical professionals who will be helping my body to heal, that they will be guided in giving me the best health care possible and be able to remove the cancer and keep me healthy. Prayers for those who will assist in this process in their amazing service to my family will also be offered. All of us can pray, and some of the most touching prayers have been offered by my children. The other day, Ryan said, "mommy sick. help mommy not be sick. feel better." My heart about burst open. Kyle's prayers have been so genuine and pure, too. I think there must be some direct line, a "favorites," of prayers from children to our Father in Heaven. If children can pray with such faith and purity, we all can.
The church meeting on Fast Sunday offers church members to bear testimony about the Savior and of ways that they have been blessed and learned more. I look forward to that Sunday and felt impressed to share my testimony in January---before I was diagnosed with cancer--even though there just wasn't time and something came up with one of the boys. I remember thinking something about how we never know how our actions can affect others and how we can influence our family members, friends, and neighbors by our integrity, service, cheerfulness, being good parents, etc. I wasn't able to publicly share my testimony in January in front of my ward family, and it looks like I won't be able to do so tomorrow, as I've come down with the same upper respiratory junk that Evan and Ryan both have. It's probably better to just keep this beast contained, so we will probably all be staying home. However, I do have a testimony and will try to continue to share the many ways I've been blessed, even if I just record them here.
I know I cannot go through this journey alone. I have faith that our Father in Heaven hears and answers prayers, and I ask you to excersie your faith, too.
Want to let you know that the prayers offered by me, Nathan, and even little Cooper (who has even come to me and said, "Mommy, I'm sorry your friend is sick and that you're sad."), have included things like asking for you to have comfort, strength, faith, to be healed, to be able to take care of your family and be a mother despite feeling ill yourself; to give Stephen and your boys strength, patience, and comfort; to bless Stephen with extra energy to take care of all the things on his shoulders; to bless your parents, siblings and extended family with strength and comfort; for you and your family to have faith and understanding despite the hard road; to bless and inspire those who are near you and able to help you in ways that those who care for you but are separated by distance can't; to guide your doctors to know the best possible treatment; and for you to ultimately be healed from this cancer. Sharing these details is meant in no way other than to let you know how concerned we are for you and your family, and that there are MANY prayers offered for you daily. I know my parents and siblings are also praying for you. Of course, being pregnant, I can't physically fast tomorrow, but I most certainly will be exercising an extra measure of faith through prayer. I will pass along this post to my parents and siblings to that they too can fast and pray for you tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteYou never cease to amaze me. What a missionary opportunity you have seized here. It it amazing how through this trial you and your family are blessing the lives of so many others by sharing your testimonies, and by allowing others to serve you. As service is being rendered to you and your family through the course of this trial, remember that the one giving the service is often blessed just as much as the one on the receiving end. It brings joy to be able to serve, and brings us closer to the Lord. So thank you for sharing this, for being open to service and help, and for sharing your beautiful testimony. I wonder how many lives you will change for the better as you go through this trial...I'm guessing LOTS. Love you ((hugs))
I am Chrystal's sister in law, I am married to Bryt. Also, I believe we have a friend in common. Krista Dalley. Our husbands work together at Johns Hopkins in Baltimore. :) Ever since Chrystal told us about your cancer you have been in my thoughts. Bryt and I will be fasting for you tomorrow. Both of us are in the medical field so we do know what sort of process you will have to go through. We pray for you to have strength and for your family to endure it all as well. Many hugs! -Liz Christensen
ReplyDeleteMelodee, I am a friend of a friend, but more than that I am a fellow Aggie, Latter day Saint, Texan, woman, a daughter of our Heavenly Father - and that alone makes me your sister. I will be thinking of you and fasting and praying for you. I admire your courage and faith as you face this trial head on and I will cheer you on as you BTHO breast cancer! God bless you with the things that you and your family need at this time. Much love, Kari Work, Canyon, TX
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